1 00:00:00,300 --> 00:00:05,800 I tried a number of times the cinder a letter to let her know we had forgiven her 2 00:00:05,800 --> 00:00:08,200 and I just couldn't write it. 3 00:00:08,200 --> 00:00:11,600 I couldn't think of what to say or how to say it and 4 00:00:11,600 --> 00:00:14,900 it wasn't till I bought a just so 5 00:00:14,900 --> 00:00:20,900 just about a year that I set down again to right I'm going to try one more time. 6 00:00:20,900 --> 00:00:25,900 I desired to Rider I desired to let her know I forgave her and I sat down and 7 00:00:25,900 --> 00:00:30,700 it just flowed out of my mind and on my a on the paper. 8 00:00:30,700 --> 00:00:32,100 I just typed it up and 9 00:00:32,100 --> 00:00:37,600 it just flowed that I was able to really say I forgive you and I mean I asked her, 10 00:00:37,600 --> 00:00:41,500 you know different questions, but I knew that no answer could satisfy me. 11 00:00:41,500 --> 00:00:43,900 So it wasn't because she was sorry. 12 00:00:43,900 --> 00:00:47,200 It wasn't because she I didn't even know her. 13 00:00:47,200 --> 00:00:50,700 I just I just decided I wanted her to know I forgave her and 14 00:00:50,700 --> 00:00:53,900 I wanted to her to know that God would forgive her too. 15 00:00:53,900 --> 00:01:00,000 If she put her faith in him as her savior that he not only that he paid for. 16 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:04,000 You're not just my sins, but he hung on the cross for her sin. 17 00:01:04,000 --> 00:01:10,400 And I put that in my letter he hung on the cross for the sin of you murdering my son.